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Ok, wait, dont nag at me.. I know, so irritating of me to keep changing my ming whether to move gtc here or remain. So my last decision, to remain at blogger, coz, i believe wordpress is a little too confusing for some of u and also, many of u r busy to go change here and there.. So leaving gtc at where it is, is really good isnt.. Haha.. Den here shall be my own personal blog, where i’ll add on photos instead of choking gtc blog with so much pictures..

Like i mention, exams just a few days away, im very sue im not prepared for the exam, i dunno wats taking over me, but im really mayb i should put it this way, too desperate for money that i lost my motivation to study. Much as i want to really study and not waste my 7K, but money to me nw is really so important! I haven been so poor for ages oredi, both my bank accs add up to less than 500, im so deprived of many things, like shopping sprees, good food and everything for very long.. And i feel bad having to keep taking more money from my sis, afterall she has her own life, den i hate it when my mum tells me that she’s getting less job these days becoz many of her bosses are returning to japan and she dun have to clean their homes anymore! from her monthly salary of 1K+, she’s getting oni hundreds now adays.. I feel bad that she have to work so hard, yet get so little.. It really aches me quite abit not being able to give her enuff money so she dun have to work dat hard.. Moolah issues are really taking its toll on me. Im not too sure, but im kinda psychoed nw that i;ve taken a wrong step to study instead of working right after poly graduation. And so this more or less have made me want to work and earn money, fulfil my needs and wants, instead of mugging for exams, going to classes and day dream.

im not too sure if i’ll be making the correct step after my exam, but its gonna be a major turning point for me i guess. By then, many of u will be back in sch while i pursue my dream job. I hope everything goes well, and if im up to it, i’ll prolly again take up part time (must see how sheryl cope 1st), if time permits.. i really think i need to get a degree, but i guess i did not think hard enuff previously if UOL was really wat i want. Anyway, its too late to regret since exams like a few days away. nuff said.

Aight, cant help but feel that life’s in a mess now, what can i say more… i hope i pass my driving this coming MAY, i never wan to travel to bukit gombak again after may i hope.. Its a hassle, and i want to drive in the black WRX dats waiting for me for very long oredi.. God bless…

ok pokey, will be back for more actions when im free.. Shall try and mug a little.. Sociology is really taking on a big toll on  me…. Exams, expo, here i come!

and if i get a little richer after exams, i promise to get all u gers these very nice cupcakes ok!